Thankful :)

God, I feel feverish today. Maybe it's because of the fact that my brother has a sore throat, my sister has a running nose and my dad is sick. But it's ok. Sakit tu penghapusan dosa. *Smiles* My head is spinning, I have a running nose, though it's not as bad, and a sore throat. Hmmm...

I met up with my hubby (heart heart) yesterday. He was surrounded by a mass of people so we didn't get to talk for long. So I went back there today but he was out with his brothers. He's singing again tonight and I don't think I'd be able to go and give my support. :( But still, I'm thrilled for him. The busy man. :D I'm now seeing everything in a totally different perspective. Being the wife that I am. Everything seems to be in a new light. Thank You, God.

Had Pizza Hut last night! God heard my prayer! Haha! Imagine Peperoni Delight Stuffed Crust Cheese... *sigh* Yum yum! So it's all good.... And I slept well that night, good dreams filled my head, but still, I woke up feeling sooooo tired.. It's God's way of showing how much He loves me. :)

I'd be worried if there're no obstacles or hardships in my life. The people He loves will always have ups and downs, each testing them, bringing them closer to Him. Those unfortunate might stray away from Him. & God forbid me to turn out that way.. Bring me closer to You, Ya Allah. Don't let me forget You, who I'm forever indebted for...

MR Celebration: ((Day One))

We've only just begun. MR Celeb in Rawang was amazing and it's only the first day!

My hubby was there to lend his voice and I can't seem to concentrate well when he does. *grin* It's hard to stay focused when he sings and I have an attention span of a sponge. I tend to daydream a lot. Haha! But he was busy and so was I so we didn't get to meet. Yet. *grin*

I was a bit out of it tho. A lot of things are going on at the mo' and I can't help but worry about stuff. Being the worry-wart that I was, things just started to blow up in my mind. *sigh* I haven't got the chance to meet him so I didn't get to salam him and minta maaf since I'm not a perfect wife. It's a long to way nak jadi Isteri Solehah.. But I'll try my hardest though. Shouldn't we anyways? :)

It was also a bit of a reunion. I met my 'preggers' old bestie, Ain. She looked gorgeous with that glow and that cute tummy. What kind of woman doesn't want children? I do, just... in time. And of course, I met up with my sister in-laws and the other fam members. Even the ones I haven't met yet.

I wonder what tomorrow brings... :)

Maulidurrasul: Remember him

It's only day one and it's full-blown festival to be remembered. The day when all the Muslims in the world are reminded of the one person born on this day, the worthiest of all, Rasulullah SAW.

Remember how the world bowed to him as the greatest leader of all time and the Empire of Islam that he built many years ago in the name of Allah? Well, today's the day we should have sat and thought, "Without him, I won't be the person I am today; I wouldn't be this Muslim praying to Allah 5 times day and night."

Reminisce that and think. "Do I remember Him the way He does? Do I appreciate His Loved One (Rasulullah SAW) the way he does?"

Do you remember the story, where an old man hated Rasulullah so much that he couldn't even hear RSAW's name? How RSAW himself brought the old man far away and entertained the man until he (RSAW) died? S. Abu Bakar continued on as RSAW had trusted him so but the old man noticed the difference. He said that Abu Bakar R.A. wasn't the same person who had treated him before. That was when the truth was finally revealed. Abu Bakar R.A. said that RSAW was the one who had treated the man with such care and the old man was so shocked that it led to his death. But before he did, he converted to Islam.

We couldn't have done that; we couldn't have treated someone with such patience and sincerity. We are fragile humans with no such strength to be as kind; Imagine that one person who we detest, would we have done the same?

Reminisce, think and learn.

Taking My Time

Wow... Never thought that I'd finally start up a blog. :P Well, it doesn't matter. I prefer writing things down. Memories, poems, whatever. Makes sense that one of my most prized possession's my diary. Hmm.. Took me years to start one and here I am.

A lot of things have happened in my life and I'm thankful that God has bestowed a lot upon me. Many wouldn't recognize the important things in life once they see it and I'm no exception for that matter. I took my time to grow up and made life-altering decisions that not only altered mine, but also someone else's.

But I know that in the long run, if I may say so myself, with everything God had given me, it's turning me into that woman I thought I'd reach in many years. I realized I grew up and He knew every change that could give me a chance to survive in this cold hard world. A lot didn't think it was but I know that it is He who knows best.

Zue, ILYSDM. Ain, you'll always be my childhood bestie/cuzzie. :D