I think I'm coming down with a fever... This isn't good, AT ALL! It's going to disrupt my concentration and whatever I have planned for the rest of the week. But so far I'm trying to fight it off. Especially when we're cooking this Monday and we have our All-In-One next Friday. There is NO WAY I'm abandoning my 'usrah' at this time. This so very hectic time.
So I realize I haven't been blogging for awhile. I've been going through stuff lately. Some things that aren't meant for blogging... (Urmm...) And not to mention my lappy's been a pain and won't turn on. (Annoying said laptop charger's fault!)
I've been missing my extended family for awhile now. Immediate fam included though, especially my maternal grandma who's currently fighting against leukemia. I haven't been the best granddaughter to her for awhile. No contact whatsoever. Maybe it's my big mouth that I'm trying to avoid inflicting on her. Well, I can't really keep a secret from her, especially when I'm going through some rough times. But I'm not that mouthy with my own mother though. (I WONDER WHY...)
And I haven't spoken to my aunt from my mum's side as well. For awhile now... Well, try 3 years! I mean, she can totally hold a grudge against me. Who holds a grudge that long just because her niece wanted to get married?! Even Wan is okay with it. *sigh
Oh my... I have been pretty mouthy in this entry... *facepalm* Whatever then.
So I guess I'll see y'all whenever I decide to post again. *shrug*
Salam to all.
ALYSSA
So I realize I haven't been blogging for awhile. I've been going through stuff lately. Some things that aren't meant for blogging... (Urmm...) And not to mention my lappy's been a pain and won't turn on. (Annoying said laptop charger's fault!)
I've been missing my extended family for awhile now. Immediate fam included though, especially my maternal grandma who's currently fighting against leukemia. I haven't been the best granddaughter to her for awhile. No contact whatsoever. Maybe it's my big mouth that I'm trying to avoid inflicting on her. Well, I can't really keep a secret from her, especially when I'm going through some rough times. But I'm not that mouthy with my own mother though. (I WONDER WHY...)
And I haven't spoken to my aunt from my mum's side as well. For awhile now... Well, try 3 years! I mean, she can totally hold a grudge against me. Who holds a grudge that long just because her niece wanted to get married?! Even Wan is okay with it. *sigh
Oh my... I have been pretty mouthy in this entry... *facepalm* Whatever then.
So I guess I'll see y'all whenever I decide to post again. *shrug*
Salam to all.
ALYSSA
